How can I be a brand new me
When I’m still living the same life?
Ruled by reason, ruled by pain,
The torment never leaves me.
All I can do is try to sleep
Until I find eternal peace.
Yet I am guilty of so much more,
You’ve no idea the life I’ve endured.
I spent all my time searching for it,
Something that can fill the gap.
Whenever I think that I’ve found it,
I realize how far I’m off track.
But I can’t seem to find my place,
My reason for existing,
The thing that makes you think I’m worthy.
I’m always searching for my purpose,
Despite the ways the world has worked
To kick me while I’m down,
I must admit even though I’m weak,
There’s more in store and I shall endure.